setsuai-desu-yo

Hey hows it going everyone? So i realized the thing that makes me happiest in life, and makes me feel the safest, is thought. When i take the time to sit with a notebook and think through the smallest aspects of reality and life i always seem to make some sort of personal breakthough... i always end up finding myself smiling with pride and esteem in a new theory.Really, the powerful human thought is an art. So if any of you are interested, i will begin posting some of my theories and philosophies or other quoted tidbits, and I would love to hear some thoughts or debates or corrections. :) So look for future journals! :D

Hello! How have you guys been doing?! Alright well, I've got a lot to say here (given i go no where else to spread random information about my current life via the internet) but I'll try and make this shorter than my fingertips will want it to be. ;D So. School ended, and I'm not too pleased with my grades this semester, but i cant say i deserve any better, given my poor effort all second semester. xP Last day of school (a Thursday) I got myself grounded for a week. Hmmm and all because of a boy <3 Nah, I'm kidding. I lied to my parents about where i was all day, then my phone died and i ended up at home over an hour later than intend

Well... it turns out my therapist thinks I'm creepy? Yeah that definately helps me manage my anxiety, being told I'm 'creepy'. Thats a slap in the face to someone seeking control over what makes them 'creepy'... *sigh* So I have been having pretty vivid hallucinations recently. They've been going on since around seventh grade and I thought I lost hem for a few months and it was off and on for awhile in eighth grade and then slowly increased in frequency as this school year progressed. Then- out of nowhere -I began suddenly having random episodes of just pure other-worldly-ness, similar to a psychedelic trip. According to the very few people